In capitalist and familial abusive prison

My self-sacrifice was taken advantage of like angels falling from trees
I was taken prisoner in every way forward under a tilting mayoral dusk
suffering psychological abuse for fun, just daunting the attacks from family
immobilized by terror and fear and exasperating my condition intentionally
an exhausting implosion of my symptoms, under duress all peace is equal
but as tradition goes, who would believe me, who would save my life
I am just the disabled sufferer, nothing I say is of truth or reliable
nothing can be taken as stapled to reality where daunting willows grow
the same song that has been playing most of life still hunts my hearing
for close to 30 years now, experts they are nauseous with punishing
at leaving you with the threat of locking you into suits of noncompliance
forced into an unwanted prism if you complain, they do not mind forcing you
the current status on your imprisonment is of little concern to the profession
or abuse and the robbing of your income, which they seek to do as well
there is no method of escape, not door out, no trembling freedom manifest
there is only the hope that I die soon, that God will have mercy and stop my heart
manipulation and charges of disbelief hound me to buses and walking highways
away from my well-intentioned sacrifice, I was a fool to ever lay down my life