Miners of absolutism and kindred drift

adopted by golden corridors
at a late age like a sign from God
too turned, who is their calling to abandon selfcare,
tolerate psychological abuse and exploitation,
in favor of being present for the one
who no one would be there for
like a cruel form of self-punishment
that I allow an ascetic transcendental experience
to flutter out all self doubt and flutter
a complete reframing preauthorized truth
that no one loves her and she pushes all away
alone, she would shrink to an unknowable creature

but no, I heard God, and She/He states,
“It is of time to accept this is your calling
I have placed you here for a reason
so be useful, to where we are abandoned explicitly,
she really does not know any better”

with that it is concluded
it only asks one to move heaven
and disrupt the false icon
of selfcare and self-centered remote delay
of selfish pedagogy; endured for no reason